If only...

i miss my childhood Christmas holiday.

i miss spending time with all my cousins during Christmas.

i miss coming home to our province

i miss seeing my titos and titas happily tell stories to each other.

i miss sleeping with all of my cousins during the Christmas eve.

i miss our exchange of gifts.

i miss everyone cooking/preparing their specialties.

i miss waiting for midnight, when all of us would gather together, pray together, eat together and spend the whole twilight together.

i miss mommy.

i miss lola.

i miss my christmas family.

i miss the old me.